i was contemplating whether or not to post pictures of Esprimere Chalet cos i was only in FOUR of the ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY-THREE pictures Clemen took.. of which THREE are duplicate shots.. WHAT IS THIS!? hahaha. anyway, there are too many photos.. so here are those that i think are nice! (:

super nice.. i love the banner! :D

juniors with Clemen, Darryl and Jeff.. i have no idea when they took this..

one of the groups which did a forfeit for one of the indoor games..

they sang 大象 with christmas hats on..

this group too..

outdoor games.. in which i wasnt even involved.. ):

bao and clemen's group..

juniors + excos - me - yf = :(

haha i think the girls in exco were.... snoozing.. =p

our pretty juniors.. (:

what they did to me.. :( :( :(

thanks Partner, Jeff and Clemen.. i love you guys to bits!

last activity of the night..

EXCOS~!! :D

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im not gonna repeat myself.. but well, here goes.. it took me TWO HOURS to shampoo my hair FOUR TIMES and condition it THREE TIMES.. with the help of my dear ladies Taiyang, Deduan and Bao.. and by then, it should have been clean.. but no, i still found still bits of flour here and there the next day.. terrible guys!! hahahaha but i wasnt angry okay!! =p

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you can say im tired.. im so tired of everything.. work + returning home at onli 11pm every night except on Monday.. due to singing on three weekdays and cell on friday.. totally burnt out.. so much so that i fell sick last week.. had this terrible sore throat which woke me up in the middle of the night.. and then, fever the next day.. and after recovering for a few days, im now having cough.. =/

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results will be coming out next week.. i dont know what i should be expecting.. afraid of feeling numbed, just 'cause i've failed too many times.. expectations, failures, disappointments.. im scared. really scared. it's gonna determine how i fare the next two years. i don't wanna give up. but i cant help it if my heart decides to do so. :'(

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sometimes i really don't understand myself at all.. what's wrong and what's right.. what can be done and what cannot be done.. i seem to be getting myself into something that i know is wrong.. something that im not supposed to be doing at all.. i seem to be drifting away from Him again.. what again this time round? :(

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been thrown with lotsa questions recently.. the 'what if's, 'what is's and 'what not's.. suddenly feel so troubled with all the problems.. many of which i don't have solutions to.. im not sure how im gonna continue on from here.. really unsure of the next step to take..

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amidst all these.. i feel really fortunate to have people around me who are constantly nagging at me to take care of myself.. yupyup.. 我是幸福的！(: really feel very grateful.. *nods* thanks (:

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so we'll just keep on hanging here..

and you'll just be another passing figure in my life..